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your dramatics are infectious- au revoir my friend.

Things aren't good right now.

your chaos is infectious
happy new year

so stressed.
what is my life. honestly
 
whywhywhy

I hate stating this but I enjoy my relationship, unfortunately I cant help endlessly thinking of the results of dating an actor in the future. Ive more than anything craved a good lifestyle, I want a stable life and to be able to have what I need and some of what I want. I joke endlessly about being a gold digger and now.....im in this relationship and I keep finding myself angry with him for not wanting a stable job and I know I should find a job myself to support me and I will. I just feel like i'll always be in a job I hate making barely enough and agh- just really have no confidence in my abilities. Ive currently finished my first year of university studying theatre and....yeah. fml. what to do with this boy :( not that im crazy and think 'oooo we'll be together forever' god no. but i do love him and hate the thought that money will drive us apart.

'This is nothing,' cried she: 'I was only going to say that heaven did not seem to be my home; and I broke my heart with weeping to come back to earth; and the angels were so angry that they flung me out into the middle of the heath on the top of Wuthering Heights; where I woke sobbing for joy. That will do to explain my secret, as well as the other. I've no more business to marry Edgar Linton than I have to be in heaven; and if the wicked man in there had not brought Heathcliff so low, I shouldn't have thought of it. It would degrade me to marry Heathcliff now; so he shall never know how I love him: and that, not because he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same; and Linton's is as different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire.' - Cathy, Wuthering Heights

I wanted to make a set so annoying simplistic I had to stop myself from adding more. Mission accomplished -.-

I can't believe it. schools over for me in a week. literally this time next week I'll be fully moved out of rez.. I can't imagine. I'm going to miss it- it was a complete new way of life that actually made me happy and introduced me to some really lovely people and to have to return home...it's hard. I've rented a place to live for next year but ugh the finding job hunt begins and I don't know. Rez felt my last year being a kid. responsibility now. as much as I am a loner, I'm going to miss having a house full of people including a really good friend right across from me, my boyfriend two floors down and of course food always ready across the street. ugh. Home will kill me. This summer will killllll me. I'll miss it all <3 so very much.